05-03-2026, 02:51 PM
Hello everyone,
My name is Luchyy, and this is the name I identify with at this stage of my life.
I’m genetically male, 51 years old, and I’m on the Asperger spectrum. After many years of reflection and introspection, I finally decided to embrace my femininity.
I have been married for 30 years and I have two adult children. I’ve had a good life overall, but there has always been a feeling that something was missing.
When I was a teenager, I used to fantasize about being a woman. In fact, when I experienced my first breast budding during puberty, I genuinely believed that I might eventually transform into a woman. Of course, that didn’t happen. Biology and social expectations pushed me down the usual path of a man, and that’s the life I lived.
From time to time those feelings would come back, but I would quickly repress them and return to what I thought was “normal life.”
Over the past year, however, those feelings became stronger and stronger until they eventually became impossible to ignore. Something deep inside me kept whispering that I could no longer continue living only as a man, and that I needed to let myself be who I truly am.
Very slowly, I’ve been sharing these feelings with my wife. We have a beautiful relationship, and I’ve been giving her small hints about my gender dissatisfaction and the dysphoria I sometimes feel with my body. At times she seems to understand what I’m going through, even if it’s not something she particularly likes or feels comfortable with. Still, it’s something she had already suspected for a while.
We haven’t fully resolved this situation yet. After so many years together, it’s obviously very difficult for both of us.
Changing after living most of your life in a way that never made you feel completely fulfilled is not easy. But it’s something my soul and my body truly need.
While searching for information about transition and different ways to approach it, I eventually found this wonderful forum. What gave me confidence here was the seriousness with which people share information and their personal experiences.
I’ve been reading a lot of posts and quietly exploring the forum, and I finally decided to try PM. For now, my idea is to pursue a very gentle and gradual transition, slowly feminizing my body over time.
I chose this approach because I want the process to be controlled and manageable, both for myself and for the people around me. I believe I need to prepare my family little by little so that the change is not too abrupt. I’m also very aware that this will probably be a long journey.
So here is my current plan.
The first thing I did was start improving my physical condition. In July 2025 I weighed 110 kg (I was significantly overweight) at a height of 1.74 m. Today I weigh 86 kg, and my goal is to reach around 78–75 kg over the next few months.
For me this is a very important step, because feeling comfortable with my body is essential for my sense of well-being.
I didn’t do anything extreme. I simply started walking 3–4 times per week, about 6–8 km per day, and added some calisthenics exercises focused mainly on my core and glutes, which are the areas I’d like to develop more in order to shape a more feminine figure.
From Monday to Friday I also wear a shaping corset for about 10 hours a day. My idea is to help my body gradually adapt, since our skin and body tend to “remember” shapes over time.
I already have fairly developed legs and glutes, which could even be considered somewhat feminine. Because of that, I’d like to focus more on my chest area. I have mild gynecomastia that gives a little natural shape, although I haven’t measured it yet. I still have chest hair and quite a lot of body hair overall.
On February 26 I started taking 500 mg of PM per day from a generic brand available here in Argentina. The only changes I initially noticed were a slight decrease in libido and a general improvement in mood and mental focus, which I actually considered positive. I felt more balanced and energetic.
After about a week my libido came back a little stronger, which made me think my body was simply adjusting.
At one point I stopped taking PM for about 9 days because I had a tooth infection and needed to take antibiotics, so I didn’t want to mix the two.
On February 23 I started again, increasing the dose to 1000 mg per day. So far there haven’t been major changes. My energy levels are stable and my libido feels calm and manageable. Morning erections are sometimes softer and sometimes stronger, but nothing problematic.
The most noticeable change so far seems to be a slight redistribution of fat around my waist, which feels a bit flatter compared to when I first started.
Today, March 5, I increased the dose to 1500 mg. Yesterday I received a bottle from the CARLYLE brand. These tablets are 1000 mg each and seem to be higher quality, so now I’m taking one 1000 mg tablet plus one 500 mg tablet from the generic brand.
I will keep updating my progress as things evolve.
My name is Luchyy, and this is the name I identify with at this stage of my life.
I’m genetically male, 51 years old, and I’m on the Asperger spectrum. After many years of reflection and introspection, I finally decided to embrace my femininity.
I have been married for 30 years and I have two adult children. I’ve had a good life overall, but there has always been a feeling that something was missing.
When I was a teenager, I used to fantasize about being a woman. In fact, when I experienced my first breast budding during puberty, I genuinely believed that I might eventually transform into a woman. Of course, that didn’t happen. Biology and social expectations pushed me down the usual path of a man, and that’s the life I lived.
From time to time those feelings would come back, but I would quickly repress them and return to what I thought was “normal life.”
Over the past year, however, those feelings became stronger and stronger until they eventually became impossible to ignore. Something deep inside me kept whispering that I could no longer continue living only as a man, and that I needed to let myself be who I truly am.
Very slowly, I’ve been sharing these feelings with my wife. We have a beautiful relationship, and I’ve been giving her small hints about my gender dissatisfaction and the dysphoria I sometimes feel with my body. At times she seems to understand what I’m going through, even if it’s not something she particularly likes or feels comfortable with. Still, it’s something she had already suspected for a while.
We haven’t fully resolved this situation yet. After so many years together, it’s obviously very difficult for both of us.
Changing after living most of your life in a way that never made you feel completely fulfilled is not easy. But it’s something my soul and my body truly need.
While searching for information about transition and different ways to approach it, I eventually found this wonderful forum. What gave me confidence here was the seriousness with which people share information and their personal experiences.
I’ve been reading a lot of posts and quietly exploring the forum, and I finally decided to try PM. For now, my idea is to pursue a very gentle and gradual transition, slowly feminizing my body over time.
I chose this approach because I want the process to be controlled and manageable, both for myself and for the people around me. I believe I need to prepare my family little by little so that the change is not too abrupt. I’m also very aware that this will probably be a long journey.
So here is my current plan.
The first thing I did was start improving my physical condition. In July 2025 I weighed 110 kg (I was significantly overweight) at a height of 1.74 m. Today I weigh 86 kg, and my goal is to reach around 78–75 kg over the next few months.
For me this is a very important step, because feeling comfortable with my body is essential for my sense of well-being.
I didn’t do anything extreme. I simply started walking 3–4 times per week, about 6–8 km per day, and added some calisthenics exercises focused mainly on my core and glutes, which are the areas I’d like to develop more in order to shape a more feminine figure.
From Monday to Friday I also wear a shaping corset for about 10 hours a day. My idea is to help my body gradually adapt, since our skin and body tend to “remember” shapes over time.
I already have fairly developed legs and glutes, which could even be considered somewhat feminine. Because of that, I’d like to focus more on my chest area. I have mild gynecomastia that gives a little natural shape, although I haven’t measured it yet. I still have chest hair and quite a lot of body hair overall.
On February 26 I started taking 500 mg of PM per day from a generic brand available here in Argentina. The only changes I initially noticed were a slight decrease in libido and a general improvement in mood and mental focus, which I actually considered positive. I felt more balanced and energetic.
After about a week my libido came back a little stronger, which made me think my body was simply adjusting.
At one point I stopped taking PM for about 9 days because I had a tooth infection and needed to take antibiotics, so I didn’t want to mix the two.
On February 23 I started again, increasing the dose to 1000 mg per day. So far there haven’t been major changes. My energy levels are stable and my libido feels calm and manageable. Morning erections are sometimes softer and sometimes stronger, but nothing problematic.
The most noticeable change so far seems to be a slight redistribution of fat around my waist, which feels a bit flatter compared to when I first started.
Today, March 5, I increased the dose to 1500 mg. Yesterday I received a bottle from the CARLYLE brand. These tablets are 1000 mg each and seem to be higher quality, so now I’m taking one 1000 mg tablet plus one 500 mg tablet from the generic brand.
I will keep updating my progress as things evolve.
