[Luchyy 51]

Alright, here’s an update on my journey. After four months on PM + SP and then PM + RR, I didn’t notice much change in my breasts. I kept exercising regularly and my waist improved a bit. I now weigh 84 kg (185 lbs). During the trip I didn’t feel much, though I did notice a slight growth in my butt — very small. The feminization process is slow and tough.
I
decided to stop the herbal supplements because I don’t think they’ll get me
very far. After a lot of thinking and talking with my therapist and my wife, I
can’t keep lying to myself. It’s time to listen to the woman I carry inside and
let her speak and be free.
That’s
why I went to see an endocrinologist and a dermatologist to start Hormone
Replacement Therapy. To me, it’s the only path to feeling free and being myself
at 51 — HRT is definitely the best option. I won’t keep fooling myself; I can’t
continue living as a man, so I’ve decided to finally free the girl inside me.
Of course it’ll be gradual and take a few years, but I had to get this weight
off my shoulders.
I
know I’ll present as a man for a long time until I can come out of the closet,
but I want my body ready and to look how I’ve always dreamed. It’ll be a longer
road, but I’m going for the safe route and joining the HRT program. I’m sure
it’ll be the best choice.
Soon,
when I have the dose from my endocrinologist, I’ll open a new HRT thread to
share my progress and routines.
Thanks
everyone for this wonderful place where I’ve learned from each of you about
this amazing world of transformation.
Love
you all,
Luchyyyy