26-03-2026, 12:21 AM
Hey, I finally joined after lingering for the last 6 months or so. Im 37yo. I consider myself genderfluid, maybe even closet trans and just havent fully accepted it. I grew up in a very violent home where I was taught to supress who I was which led to a miserable life being scared to let out my feminine side. This state is a very conservative place so believe it or not I didnt even know we could change our bodies or what trans was until about 10 years ago. I didnt know that I could be me until more recent years in therapy. I didnt know what body dysmorphia was or that it was part of my depression and hate for my body. Im tired of living that way though. That being said Im ready to take a leap. That led me back to this site where I could gather knowledge and find like minded people. Im glad to be here and look forward to whatever may come from my journey here.