08-03-2026, 12:17 PM
I'd say unfortunately, it is inevitable that you will fully go back to your pre-oestrogen state of mind.
Like you I love the mental shift oestrogen brought on and for me the totally unexpected improved concentration levels, more energy and feeling ten years younger.
I've been on oestrogen for just shy of four years and I've had to come to terms with breast growth, which was always a side show for me, and recently how my body is taking on a more feminised look.
The mental shift and unexpected benefits were the main reasons I decided to stay on oestrogen, and even though my body shape is taking on a more femme-shape, I'll, health permitting, stay on oestrogen indefinitely, continue to present male and have zero desire to transition.
One and a half years is a significant amount of time that you were on Oestrogen. I'd suggest revisiting your reasons for taking it and why you decided to curtail it. Then re-evaluate your long-term goals, is it breats growth, feminisation, femme mental shift, etc. As that should help you decide on the next steps.
Ultimately, to keep the femme mental shift you will need some form of oestrogen, probably a micro dose regime, or how about a topical regime applied to the lower half if breast growth isn't a goal. Personally, I'd stay clear of PM due to the DVT risks, but many take PM without problem, Gel or patches would be good for a micro dose / topical regime.
Good luck with what you decide to do.
Like you I love the mental shift oestrogen brought on and for me the totally unexpected improved concentration levels, more energy and feeling ten years younger.
I've been on oestrogen for just shy of four years and I've had to come to terms with breast growth, which was always a side show for me, and recently how my body is taking on a more feminised look.
The mental shift and unexpected benefits were the main reasons I decided to stay on oestrogen, and even though my body shape is taking on a more femme-shape, I'll, health permitting, stay on oestrogen indefinitely, continue to present male and have zero desire to transition.
One and a half years is a significant amount of time that you were on Oestrogen. I'd suggest revisiting your reasons for taking it and why you decided to curtail it. Then re-evaluate your long-term goals, is it breats growth, feminisation, femme mental shift, etc. As that should help you decide on the next steps.
Ultimately, to keep the femme mental shift you will need some form of oestrogen, probably a micro dose regime, or how about a topical regime applied to the lower half if breast growth isn't a goal. Personally, I'd stay clear of PM due to the DVT risks, but many take PM without problem, Gel or patches would be good for a micro dose / topical regime.
Good luck with what you decide to do.