[Alexis P]

Alexis, don't worry about it, there's still at least some months of NBE ahead, I'm not far in with the 'Lotus program' and I will finish my pm at very least before switching over, the "official" hrt is still over a year away. I got +2 months worth pm to take and I'm not just letting them collect dust, that will be in the end at least six months worth of daily data about NBE.

My number crunching and hormone tinkering will not stop when I go on hrt, I would think it more as hitting in a higher gear in an engine, so I'll keep on posting, measuring, comparing results and going all the way nuts about boobies as I go. The methods will slightly change into hopefully stronger ones and everything else is business as usual.

Yes, my plan is to get a baseline blood work done, have a chat with a doctor (hopefully someone who has even a vague idea about this!) and likely switch on pharma when my pm runs out, or latest after three more cycles or so, that would mean this autumn... I'm not sure about the timing and exact methods yet, it all depends on the way I'm able to obtain the meds. Then switch to 'official' hrt as soon as the trans clinic do their job.

Glad to hear this, i see there is not much to worry about as you already planned everything very smart. 2 months seems a decent amount of time to keep on research and learning more about how to DIY HRT. It is probably pretty obvious at this point but there are some interesting sites you could check, i once stumbled across a Subreddit completely dedicated to it. Of course this is not medical advice but you already know this aswell.
Very curious to see all your next updates and measurements both with the "Lotus Program" and after it, as well as hearing about your feelings and next episodes in your life (wish you all the best!)   .
I see Larissa is ready to conquer the world, but is the world ready for her? 

And thank you Drew, i appreciate it   . I actually spend quite some time on thinking what to say when i post something here, as i always fear of saying the wrong thing or something ambiguous. Your comment made me feel relieved.