24-05-2021, 10:14 PM
Thank you all for the advice and nice words.
Bobbi, the list of requirements and the wait is quite extreme in here. Not as idiotic as in UK, but not quite far from that either. No matter what I do, there's a big time SLOOOOOW obstacle course ahead before they actually do anything, meaning to write a simple piece of paper to get me actually started. I've been living full time fem for a while now, outside work for much longer. Btw, that's one intriguing thing, how in the hell do they monitor someone living as their preferred gender? Its not like some medical Stasi who put spies and snitches on every block to watch their patients... Just something to ponder upon. I have a friend who suspects that as I'm pretty much all out by now and already have visible body changes, I may be able to skip a lot of the bullshit as it should be quite obvious that I'm already on my way and I mean it.
Drew, hurry yes. And no. I say both because I have been very patient and persistent with what I've been doing. But also I have the sense of urgency which doesn't give me peace if I don't act upon it. This sense of urgency has been building up in the back of my mind for years... It took me 35 years to realize what is "wrong" with me, another year to dare to even consider herbs, another yer to get where I am now. I've outed myself to everyone and go out and about as me all the time... And yet I feel I'm missing out and need to act. I have to. There is no choice.
Alexis, good points there. I'm not into wrecking my health for realizing my dreams, but I am getting slightly impatient. I should have been in this situation in my life already years and years ago. I feel left behind, like I'm running but not moving.
Dangerous, yes, c'est la vie.
Its dangerous to cross a road, dangerous to step out of the house. And dangerous to alter hormones for sure. So yea, booking a doctor and getting them to do their work would be in order. Oh and I definitely will ask for my blood to be dug through, I want to know what's happening below the hood, I'm sure some nice people here will help me interpret the numbers.
Aanyway... I must get things on the move, I can't stand this prison cell much longer. Feels like herbs have gave me some relief but not keys to get out. Dysphoria is 0na insidious demon, more I get, more I seem to lack.
Bobbi, the list of requirements and the wait is quite extreme in here. Not as idiotic as in UK, but not quite far from that either. No matter what I do, there's a big time SLOOOOOW obstacle course ahead before they actually do anything, meaning to write a simple piece of paper to get me actually started. I've been living full time fem for a while now, outside work for much longer. Btw, that's one intriguing thing, how in the hell do they monitor someone living as their preferred gender? Its not like some medical Stasi who put spies and snitches on every block to watch their patients... Just something to ponder upon. I have a friend who suspects that as I'm pretty much all out by now and already have visible body changes, I may be able to skip a lot of the bullshit as it should be quite obvious that I'm already on my way and I mean it.
Drew, hurry yes. And no. I say both because I have been very patient and persistent with what I've been doing. But also I have the sense of urgency which doesn't give me peace if I don't act upon it. This sense of urgency has been building up in the back of my mind for years... It took me 35 years to realize what is "wrong" with me, another year to dare to even consider herbs, another yer to get where I am now. I've outed myself to everyone and go out and about as me all the time... And yet I feel I'm missing out and need to act. I have to. There is no choice.
Alexis, good points there. I'm not into wrecking my health for realizing my dreams, but I am getting slightly impatient. I should have been in this situation in my life already years and years ago. I feel left behind, like I'm running but not moving.
Dangerous, yes, c'est la vie.
Its dangerous to cross a road, dangerous to step out of the house. And dangerous to alter hormones for sure. So yea, booking a doctor and getting them to do their work would be in order. Oh and I definitely will ask for my blood to be dug through, I want to know what's happening below the hood, I'm sure some nice people here will help me interpret the numbers.
Aanyway... I must get things on the move, I can't stand this prison cell much longer. Feels like herbs have gave me some relief but not keys to get out. Dysphoria is 0na insidious demon, more I get, more I seem to lack.