22-03-2021, 09:05 AM
(22-03-2021, 05:16 AM)HelloDiDi Wrote: This is so odd, its monday morning, I'm half an hour away from going to work... Going to roleplay a guy which I don't like anymore in the slightest. And I'm feeling happy, I'm all smiles. A huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders. Now that I'm out to my brother, it feels nothing can stop me now. Its almost like back when I was kid, when ever he was around I felt safe, no other kid would dare to hurt me as they would have to deal with my brother who always has my back...Well done, I'm really pleased for you, go gurl go
Decades later, he now has my back about the biggest life changing decisions I've ever made. Nothing, absolutely nothing can now stop me. Once I conquer my parents, the world is mine to take over. I feel invincible. I'm gonna get to experience living out my dream, I will get to be the tough cool rocker girl I've dreamed about. She is me now and fuck all the rest.
I'm riding the high point, March 23rd 2021 will never be forgotten. What a day, my dear gods bless my ways. Either in, or in the way, my way, or highway! I think this is the tipping point. I'm already thinking which name to pick and I thought to ask my parents what name they would give me, they chose mine so I'll ask their opinion on it. I think it would be a sweet thing to do.
Next in line, the biggest demon to exorcise, my mother. I may take some time before I talk to her, this is such a move that needs to be thought out well and I'm planning for a checkmate in one move. Perhaps I'll come out to my other brother also before parents. He's just so difficult to reach.
