[wee2er]

I tried to call my brother but he didn't answer, so I sent him bunch of messages on whatsapp, I outed myself to him.... Its horrible to wait, I hope he calls me back soon. I just had to do it now or I would chicken away from it for god knows how long. Fucking hell I'm crying like a baby. I must do this somehow and I don't know anyone better than my brother to tell about it.

I told him family knows nothing that he's the first I'm telling this. Told also that my friends know and are mostly very accepting. Then I asked him to help with telling to mom and asked him to stand by me in this as its so hard to do... And ofc I told him I love him. I miss him so much, its years since we met last time.

Well.... Its done, there's no backing away now. This is it.

Congratulations DiDi, I'd say that's the best way, be open and honest, that way your brother and family should be accepting.
It wouldn't surprise me if your brother turns around and said something along the lines of 'I'd guessed anyway'
Well done and good luck.