21-03-2021, 12:06 PM
I tried to call my brother but he didn't answer, so I sent him bunch of messages on whatsapp, I outed myself to him.... Its horrible to wait, I hope he calls me back soon. I just had to do it now or I would chicken away from it for god knows how long. Fucking hell I'm crying like a baby. I must do this somehow and I don't know anyone better than my brother to tell about it.
I told him family knows nothing that he's the first I'm telling this. Told also that my friends know and are mostly very accepting. Then I asked him to help with telling to mom and asked him to stand by me in this as its so hard to do... And ofc I told him I love him. I miss him so much, its years since we met last time.
Well.... Its done, there's no backing away now. This is it.
I told him family knows nothing that he's the first I'm telling this. Told also that my friends know and are mostly very accepting. Then I asked him to help with telling to mom and asked him to stand by me in this as its so hard to do... And ofc I told him I love him. I miss him so much, its years since we met last time.
Well.... Its done, there's no backing away now. This is it.