[Heaven's Night]

Thanks. <3

I'm starting to be fed up with the young teenager looks. I know all too well its a long slow race towards the dreams coming true, but knowing how nice my size would look on a smaller body doesn't really warm my heart at all. I keep cursing my 'luck' to be this overgrown bulky mess. But what can I do, my lucky stars gave me overall nice shape, but not the small frame which would make this so much easier.(And finding good clothes easier!) Damned be the boob envy.

I have been developing some projection in the last three months, which I like so much, but I'm nowhere near where I want to be. I think I need to grow at least two sizes to get there and no idea how long road that will be. Its so ironic, so many like that perky young look and I'm desperate to get past that. Mine really look like a teenager who has barely budded and I can't wait to get the mature look with plenty of projection and even  a bit of a hang. Or perky + round + big, I don't mind how it goes other than wanting them to look and feel bigger. Its just ridiculous to think that I need to probably get to F cup to look 'decent' in my view. And how much for looking actually busty? H cup? lol.

Heck my gf who has B's has better projection than me.  I guess its true that on a mans body the looks is -2 sizes. Hmmph.