[Heaven's Night]

It's illegal to order pharma drugs from another country DiDi. Finland is notorious for its customs control, where I idiotically ordered my hrt from Portugal they even recommend Finland customers to order patches, not pills to ensure they get through. Maybe???
I have tried various sites which will offer me a persciption from a doctor making it legal to buy, but a genetic male trying to get estrogen,  doesn't work,  need to lie to get it....also illegal. Alright i could lie and pretend to be female as my real name 'Drew' is sorta unisex but no... its illegal. Can only get hrt by breaking the law...not an option for me, will lose my job as enforcing the law of the land is my job, or by going gender therapy and that's more than a bit scary.

Ye, I know, even ordering PM I was a bit worried they might confiscate it... But there's ways to get around this, small packages often get a free pass even if its something.... Volatile. Anyway, I'm just gauging the options. I know a way how to get stuff here which isn't really over the counter, but I wont say more as this is a semi public platform.

Yea, I was going to post here something really cool. I just came home from driving lessons, I'm renewing my license to get on the road first time in ages. I had two hours driving + two hours simulator and something really cool happened which I haven't experienced before. My driving teacher was this near 40's lady, few years older than I and a really classy kind. Everything went as normal, but I did notice some looks... Until we were about to drive back to my place. She apologized for taking a while as she had to fix a nail she broke, taking the effort to show me her cool black nail polish which I ofc noted to be a bit rare thing to see, she told me she's a metal head too and then we went on to discuss nails for a bit, about colors and how to deal with them at work and so on. I'm convinced she was clued in that I might want to talk about girl's stuff.

I have never went out to do stuff like this dressed up. I even did my hair a bit. Had a necklace, that grey tanktop, my fave bra and the long leather coat which doesn't hide much from the top, I was so blatantly obvious.... And she clearly picked it up and was soooo cool about it. I think she was curious, perhaps that thing about nails was an attempt to bring this stuff up in a nice way? But considering this and the looks she gave me, I'm sure she knew that something's up. Soooo cool! Never before has a random lady bring up stuff like this with me before, they've always been close friends.

I love this stuff, I want more. I will definitely go out dressed more often. Such a nice experience.