[Heaven's Night]

Interesting little note, I was reading Valkyrie's thread about what she said on lymphatic massage. I've been instinctively doing something similar without knowing much how its done. I'm thinking of putting more effort into this kind of stimulation as its clearly beneficial.

I'm feeling somewhat overwhelmed these days, feels like I'm biting too big of a piece all at once. Seeing all these people who have put in considerable effort and who at the same time are clearly lucky with their results which put me in shame, makes this feel like I'm climbing a mountain in a blizzard. Although considering my results and the effort I've put in, I think I'm on the lucky genetics camp also.

Which makes me think about boob size. I'm at a D cup, no matter what I try on and how I measure, the results are consistent. C is tight, E is big. My boobies are definitely big as I can barely grab one with my hand and fit almost all there... But it still bothers me how wide and flat they are. Projection is finally starting to surface, but its nowhere near where I want it to be. What pisses me off to high heaven is to have a D cup boobies which don't look like they would on a smaller person. I can't stress it enough how much my body size bothers me, the one thing that would make a world of difference, which I can't do anything about. But at least my arms have been getting much slimmer than what they were before. My job being quite physical one keeps them in good enough shape but all that extra muscle I used to have from rigorous weight lifting is gone.

And then those hip dips, I don't have time or energy to exercise like a nutjob to fight them, I guess I have to become content and not care about it, but its bothersome.

These troubles aside, I'm still happy with the results so far. I will post here another shameless full body picture like the ones I posted some time ago. I wonder if you can pick up some new changes from there? And also a selfie I took yesterday, I think my facial features just keep on getting softer and prettier which is mind blowing. An ex gf of mine commented on my face a while ago that I look a LOT 'younger' than I did three years ago. I try to believe her.