[Heaven's Night]

DiDi - nice looking breasts

Thank you.

I was reading about gender dysphoria on some website, it was very intriguing read and it went through everything from social aspects to physical and beyond. And I could so much relate to a lot of it. More than I thought I would...

There's something I have not mentioned before, a 'side effect' of what elevated E levels seem to do to me. I thought I was being crazy, but now reading that some trans MtF women experience this... I have to tell you guys. During the last 2-3 months, coinciding when my breasts seem to flare up and a growth spurt happens, I have experienced what can only be described as a ghost pain of non existing ovaries/uterus. Yep, read that right. Its weird and kinda scary feeling. I get it mostly just before falling asleep, I often do meditation before sleep and come very aware of my body and this is when this lingering weird dull ache happens, its clearly defined and its so odd as I know there's nothing there that should hurt the way it does. I got something down there hurting which isn't physically present. I thought I was going crazy, but apparently this is a thing that happens to some. Now I don't know what to think of it. Its weird.