14-01-2021, 12:00 PM
(13-01-2021, 06:20 PM)myboobs Wrote: You need to believe in yourself. Often low esteem bring out these feelings and behaviours .meditate
to calm your mind and you will see more clarity. Stay strong and don’t let negativity overrule overtake.
Easy to say, insanely difficult to do...
I got drunk last night, really drunk. Enough to forget some details, like where in the heck have I lost my phone to. I must find it, its so forced upon, there's things I can not do without my phone. I hate this dependency. Its somewhere indoor as it still has power, but its on silent. I should somehow contact my friends so they could look for it. Oh and I got their rehearsal room keys here, forgot them into my pocket as I came home. Can't call them to let them know and none of them are online it seems.
One of my friends said a shitty comment about my boobs last night. I misinterpreted him and got pissed off. :/ Apparently he meant it as indirect encouragement and I took it for him just taking a piss. So typical of me, crazy overthinking and always in the negative way. I can't help it... Too much bad experience + tough time for a while + booze.
At least I got to totally reset my mind. And a hangover.