[Drew]

Yeah being on this road to femininity no matter how little or how far you want to take it can be lonely and at times and confusing in regard to your own sexuality. Who am i? What am I? This is a good place to talk and personally I made the breakthrough here on nexum realising exactly who I am, well another member here did that for me.
But as for the herbs, almost all the breast tissue I now have was from a year taking PM and FG but FG can have an unfortunate side effect. But stop the FG and that kinda side boob roundness goes away (developed milk ducts), the PM breast tissue doesnt. PM on its own will change your body and what you get is there for life.
Personally I also take RR now and lots of calcium and never massage or pump.
But suppose if you do pump and like the look and feel of the session end result then developing that permanent breast tissue PM will hopefully give you is perhaps the way to go.