What's with the smilies working in a weird way lately? Is it just me doing something wrong or is the forum borked somehow?
To the topic... As time goes on, more I feel a need for a friend who shares my "issues" about NBE, all this about gender, sexuality, self image yadda yadda yadda. I don't feel like posting on a forum, random private mails and chats are enough and I don't have any friend near me who would be even remotely on the same track. Excluding my girlfriend who's very gender fluid, kind of tomboyish and very openminded. But what I miss is another "guy" who's in the same boat. I've talked with several guys at a Finnish social medai website, which is like a "naked facebook" which works in a anonymous picture gallery fashion. Its a fun hangout, but very difficult to actually make friends from there.
I so much need to talk about this stuff to someone, I have friends who are open minded enough, but none have this same thing going on as I do. I don't know what to do about it, except try to look for like minded people online. There's not much community here to speak of as I live in a small post industrial town. I just feel a need to talk... And there's not many with whom I can or dare to.